Lukas Gage is slowly sharing more details about the disillusionment of his short-lived marriage to celebrity hairstylist Chris Appleton. Specifically, the Euphoria and The White Lotus actor discussed how he wasn't able to recognize himself at certain points in that relationship.Since discussing that a "manic episode" led him to walk down the aisle in a 2024 interview, Gage opted out of sharing too many details about the relationship and obviously its ending, too.Recently, Gage was asked on the Not Skinny But Not Fat podcast if he wishes he hadn't gotten married in an episode of Hulu's The Kardashians. The actor offered a nuanced response remarking that he has no regrets about getting married on national television, but also doesn't recognize that version of himself who got married in Las Vegas while wearing a fur coat. See on Instagram "There is a very crazy way that sometimes we go about prescribing people medication," Gage added. "I can joke about it and have humility and laugh about it because it's funny and it's like, whatever, it's a good story."Podcast host Amanda Hirsch then asked if Gage feels like the lack of medication was the reason he ended up going through with the marriage. "Look, I'm not gonna put the blame on that," he replied. "There was a part of me that was in love, or felt like he was in love and happy and just going with the flow." The actor then corrected himself, "Or thought he was happy and going with the flow." Gage ended his statement saying, "But there was another part of me that I didn't recognize myself and everyone around me didn't recognize who I was."Gage's ex has spoken up about their divorce and the "private pain" he dealt with during their marriage on an episode of Jay Shetty's podcast. Beyond revealing that he was the one to file for divorce, Appleton explained that the marriage ended because they just weren't "aligned" as two individuals in a relationship.